Finally I sent you that message

 

"Finally I sent you that message."

 

(Sometimes the hardest messages are the ones that never stop waiting for a reply.)

 

Was it really that hard to send a message to someone you loved, then something happens between both of you and you guys know that you still like each other but it is too tough to say it ??

Maybe it took me two days to write two words in the message I wanted to send.

Questions keep popping into my mind.

Can anyone love someone even after they insult you ?

Maybe I am the new category.

November 7th, 2025 is your Birthday and I have been counting days. It is a special day for you.

Oh!! how gorgeous you looked in that blue and white shirt and blue jeans.

Is it a coincidence that our favourite colour is blue ??

I can't say how much I wanted to give you a gift but I had to resist it because I have to.

You've been on my mind all day and I know I have been in yours too.

Dreaming is too less to describe how much I want to be with you.  

Those long eyelashes are enough to make my long day short.

That perfectly deep voice that always helps me get out of a hole.

And the way I felt when I hugged you was purely home.

I know I can't forget you. Even forgetting you is going to be a crime.

Even if you still like me you have to wait until we get into college.

Don't forget me is all I can say to you now.

After sending you the message ..... I have a question.

Will you send me a message even after me being really rude to you ?

Because...  yes I will keep checking my Gmail all the time.

When you said "Time passes so quickly when I am with you "... I felt like I want all that time.

To spend it with you.

To be there for you.

And finally love you again.

They say you can't be angry with the person you love.

And maybe that stupid letter might have hurt me but I also know that I have forgotten about it.

All that hate turned into love again.

If I have to study really hard to meet you again. Then I would make the sky and land one and study.

This is the 7th time I am checking a message from you.

And still there is not one reply from you .

So, I am listening to all the songs you suggested.

The songs that you suggested that were about me.

Because they represent you. You only.

Stupidly falling into love is so good when your person knows that they love you and that you love them too.

So I am just still waiting for you to fix everything that you have broken.

You will do that for me, right ?

Until then I will wait.

Let it take 4 years but I will still wait because diamonds are important to the world and you are important to me.

Just make all the wait worthwhile.

- LANKA TEJASRI SAGAR